novelden Chapter 739 Sister Yi said that her blood is naturally cold?
Chapter 739 Sister Yi said that her blood is naturally cold?
Qin Shizhan then murmured, "No, you should hate me more, Xiaoyi."
Qin Shizhan regretted it the moment he asked this question, and his eyes trembled violently.
His hands couldn't help but tremble, a bleak smile appeared on his lips, and his heart stung.
How could Xiaoyi not hate it?
A mother who abandoned her in an orphanage as soon as she was born, and a father who didn't even know she existed for so many years?
Neither he nor Linlang is qualified to ask Xiao Yi this question.
Seeing Zhou Yi's expressionless face, Qin Shizhan unconsciously took two steps back, holding the table with so much force that his knuckles turned white.
Qin Shizhan watched Zhou Yi slowly raise his eyes. There was no wave in his eyes, and there was a trace of coolness in his dark eyes.
for a while
Without saying a word, her delicate and beautiful face was tinged with a touch of alienation and indifference.
Zhou Yi watched calmly, Qin Shizhan almost fell into self-blame and collapsed.
frown
Is it necessary to dwell on this issue? It's meaningless, and it has no meaning whatsoever to her life.
Zhou Yi slowly said, "I don't hate her."
The four words without any waves seem to be saying, "Have I eaten?" So simple
Qin Shizhan was a little stunned
It was as if he had been thrown into the endless cold sea, and all the blood in his body had solidified.
He would rather Xiaoyi say that he hates Linlang, than Xiaoyi say "I don't hate her"
Without love, there is naturally no hate
In Xiaoyi's heart, neither he nor Linlang deserve to be called "parents"
What did they give Xiaoyi?
Irresponsible?
Born but not nourished?
They have no qualifications at all to be careless parents.
He let his psychological problems go, not only to accompany Linlang, but also to atone for his sin against Xiao Yi.
How did Xiaoyi grow to where he is now in more than twenty years?
Every time he recalled it in his midnight dream, he wished he could beat himself to death.
Zhou Yi looked at Qin Shizhan, who had an empty expression, with half-squinted eyes and an indifferent expression.
"I don't hate her, because hate can't solve any problem. This kind of emotion is just mediocre. Qin Shizhan, my blood is naturally cold. My world has only been killing, bloody, and cruel since I was a child. I also I am not a kind person. The blood on my hands of the people I killed is beyond your imagination."
Qin Shizhan felt pain again when he heard this.
Bloody, killing, cruelty, how could these be the life that the real eldest daughter of the Qin family should live since she was a child?
His daughter should have been pampered since childhood and grew up in a carefree environment, with beautiful and expensive bags and endless jewelry.
Rather than being left alone in an orphanage and living a life growing up on a knife's edge
Murder, what happened to his Xiaoyi to become like this?
Zhou Yi stood there
Her figure was gradually lengthened by the setting sun outside the window, and the afterglow shone on her body, standing against the light.
Face full of indifference
"So Zhou Linlang gave birth to me but did not raise me. This is nothing to hate. She gave me a life, and I will avenge her, just as repaying this favor. Our relationship is nothing more than the so-called mother. , is not important in my life, do you understand?"
Qin Shizhan's expression was obscure
He just looked at Zhou Yi and finally lowered his head, his eyes full of sadness.
"Xiao Yi, no, you are not cold-blooded. It was me who was wrong since more than 20 years ago. It is all my fault alone. I did not protect Linlang well, nor did I protect you who was still in her belly at that time. It was me who caused the current situation today, and it was I who made you live a life of licking blood on the tip of a knife since you were a child. Therefore, the person who deserves the most damn is me, it’s me, Xiaoyi, it’s me.”
After looking at Qin Shizhan like a normal person for so many years, the inner demons in his heart have actually pushed his spirit to the extreme.
When Qin Shizhan heard this, he looked at Zhou Yi with a collapsed expression.
"Xiaoyi, please believe that Linlang must love you, and your mother loves you. Xiaoyi, when Linlang knew she was pregnant more than 20 years ago, she was so excited that she didn't sleep for several nights. Spending two hours chatting with you who is not yet formed in her belly, something must have happened to her that forced her to give birth to you, and there is no way to raise you personally."
Zhou Yi looked at Qin Shizhan, who was grabbing his chest fiercely. His dark eyes were like distant stars, unfathomable.
She just stood here quietly, listening to Qin Shizhan venting all the inner thoughts that he had suppressed for so many years.
Until Qin Shizhan finished speaking, Zhou Yi's expression was so calm and natural from beginning to end.
Zhou Yi looked at Qin Shizhan who was exhausted after venting his anger.
Speaking carelessly, as if talking about other people's affairs
"I was not born to be a flower in a greenhouse. I have never longed for the kind of life you mentioned. My blood is cold, so my life has no temperature. I don't think that after more than 20 years If you have any problems in your life, I don’t need your sympathy and heartache. Any extra emotions will only increase your internal friction, so don’t act like the sky is falling. Whether Zhou Linlang loves me or not, it doesn’t matter. What’s important is that I believe she loves me, and I believe she has her own difficulties, so what?”
Qin Shizhan's chest heaved violently, and he stood there dejectedly.
Suddenly he looked at himself in the mirror and looked at his embarrassed appearance.
for a while
The person finally calmed down slowly, and his voice became hoarse, filled with vicissitudes of life and despair.
"I'm sorry, I lost my temper. I'm sorry. You go down first and dad takes care of himself, okay?"
Zhou Yi took two steps forward, walked in front of him, and looked at his arms that were still covering up even though he was in such a mess now.
Stretch out your hand and press it hard
Qin Shizhan frowned fiercely, just looked at Zhou Yi, gritted his teeth and said nothing.
Blood flowed down Qin Shizhan's arm, dripping drop by drop on the floor, and the smell of blood slowly spread.
Zhou Yi took a step back, raised his eyes, and looked at Qin Shizhan for a long time. His eyes were filled with deep blackness, and his eyes swept across the blood on the floor.
The voice is cold
"You know? Death is actually very easy. If you really want to die, I can give you the easiest way to die without pain. Qin Shizhan, suicide is the most despised death. Does the law know?"
Qin Shizhan endured the pain in his arm and looked at Zhou Yi with deep eyes.
He knew that if he really wanted to die, he would tell Xiaoyi and she would help him without any hesitation.
Qin Shizhan looked down at his hands
He shouldn't use death to escape, and he shouldn't leave the whole matter of revenge to Xiao Yi.
He wanted to personally see that Dong Bei, the last enemy who hurt Linlang, received the punishment he deserved.
Qin Shizhan cannot be a coward
Qin Shizhan was silent for a few seconds, nodded, and looked at Zhou Yi numbly like a robot.
"Xiaoyi, I will not paralyze myself or be exiled again. I will go to see a doctor. Dad will say sorry to you for the last time."