The Book Soul Chronicles: Godslayer

Chapter 192 If you lose because of your background, will you always lose?

After years of hard work, Ye Ling finally got into university, which was an important milestone for her.

She was overjoyed, thinking that from now on, life would be as easy and carefree as her teachers had described.

The vacation after the college entrance exam was indeed much easier than the previous study period. Ye Ling found herself suddenly having a lot of free time, but she didn't know how to spend it.

So she chose to return to her hometown and live a simple and leisurely life.

Back in her hometown, Ye Ling would go to the fields every day to find pig feed, a farm chore she had been familiar with since childhood.

She strolled through the fields, feeling the breath of nature and enjoying the warmth of the sun.

Sometimes, she would go to the mountains to find mushrooms, which was a very enjoyable activity. She would wander through the forests, searching for delicious mushrooms hidden in the grass, as if she had returned to her childhood.

And so, the days passed by, and Ye Ling spent her holiday in a relaxed and pleasant atmosphere.

She was full of anticipation for her upcoming university life, imagining herself living a free and easy life there.

However, Ye Ling was completely unaware at this moment that she would regret this idea countless times in the future.

She took her teachers' words to heart, believing that university would be very easy and that holidays would be a time to waste instead of using them to improve herself.

This misconception will bring her many troubles and setbacks in her future university life. But at this moment, Ye Ling is still immersed in her beautiful fantasies about university life, completely unaware of the various difficulties and challenges ahead.

Of course, a small incident occurred in this rare period of peace. This incident was about Ye Ling's college application choices after receiving her college entrance exam scores.

Ye Ling's grandparents were simple farmers whose highest level of education was only junior high school. They knew absolutely nothing about choosing a major or university.

As for Ye Ling herself, she was completely bewildered by the complicated college application process and had no idea where to begin.

The family discussed it over and over, but couldn't come up with a good solution. In the end, they could only place their hopes on the younger brother's family, who had already sent two daughters to university.

After some discussion, they decided to have Ye Ling go to her cousin, who had just become a teacher, hoping that her cousin could give Ye Ling some advice and guidance on choosing a university.

After receiving this task, Ye Ling felt somewhat helpless, but she had no choice but to bite the bullet and pack her things to go find her cousin.

Ye Ling went to a town she had never heard of before to seek help from her cousin, whom she had hardly ever met.

Before heading to her destination, Ye Ling specifically researched the relevant major online.

Although Ye Ling may still be a little confused about other aspects of the information, she is very clear that there is a close connection between her major and her employment.

Without the slightest hesitation, Ye Ling immediately entered the most popular and easiest-to-find majors into the search engine.

After a period of intense and busy searching, she finally gained some initial understanding and knowledge of these majors.

At least now, Ye Ling has a general direction in mind. This way, when she goes to her cousin's house and is asked what major she wants to study, she won't give an embarrassing answer like "anything" or "I don't like any of them."

In the end, she chose dentistry without really understanding why. When her classmates asked her curiously why she chose this major, she was quite surprised.

She answered frankly, "Perhaps it's fate that brought us together at this school. Actually, I didn't have high expectations for this major."

And just like that, she was inexplicably admitted, and thus began an inexplicable academic career.

The journey has been fraught with difficulties and challenges.

However, despite all this, she firmly believes in one principle: whether you like it or not, you must be responsible for your profession.

Ye Ling maintained a conscientious attitude throughout. She worked hard to learn professional knowledge, took each case seriously, and did her best to help patients.

She felt that only in this way could she live up to her life and the profession she was engaged in.

However, during this long process, she inevitably encountered many temptations.

Sometimes, she feels restless and yearns for the outside world; sometimes, she is misled by superficial things and deviates from her original intention.

However, after some thought and struggle, she finally came to her senses and realized that those temptations were nothing but fleeting illusions, and what truly mattered was sticking to her beliefs and principles.

Some people say that a university is a small society, and that's certainly true.

In this relatively closed environment, students not only have to face academic pressure, but also have to deal with various interpersonal relationships and daily life matters.

Ye Ling, a child who came from the countryside, has personally experienced the country's rapid development in just 20 years.

She witnessed the internet grow from nothing to its current widespread use, which showed her a world completely different from the environment in which she grew up.

Although Ye Ling's father regularly sends money to her and her grandparents, for the precocious Ye Ling, money is the only real sense of security.

Although she still has a considerable amount of money in her account, she always feels like she doesn't have enough. This anxiety about money may stem from her uncertainty about the future and her worries about life.

She was afraid of getting sick because it meant spending more money on medical treatment. And in this unfamiliar city, she had little to rely on but herself to cope with any difficulties that might arise.

They are afraid of pain, but when they think about it deeply, they don't know what they are afraid of.

It's strange. She went to university, but she just can't remember what happened back then. It seems like her life has always been very ordinary, and she always feels that this experience was inexplicably superfluous.

But now she has also gained something; she had an epiphany that made her feel that a simple life is happiness.

Now, she has had another epiphany: she understands that human nature is uncontrollable, and trying to control people with human nature is simply a pipe dream.

She once secretly read "How to Win Friends and Influence People" under the covers and thought she understood human nature well enough, but now that she has experienced it again, she has different insights.

She was always careful and cautious, but in the end she was still outmaneuvered. She saw the filth beneath the glamorous and beautiful exterior.

Some people are rotting in the mud and hope that you will rot and stink along with them.

With anticipation for university life, Ye Ling stepped into the university gates.

However, her experiences in junior high school haunted her, causing her to develop a deep aversion to interpersonal communication.

Despite having completed three years of high school, she still hasn't been able to overcome this problem, which has undoubtedly become a weakness for her.

Whenever she wanted to greet everyone happily like she did when she was a child, she could never bring herself to say the words.

Even though she was so close to the people around her, she felt as if there was an invisible barrier between them, making them seem unreachable.

To make matters worse, what she says is often not what others want to hear, which gradually annoys her.

She wished the whole world could be as quiet as she was, without all those complicated interpersonal relationships and communications.

However, Ye Ling knew in her heart that she could not escape reality like this.

After all, for humans, a species that primarily lives in groups, the inability to socialize is a fatal problem.

This could cause talented individuals to be lost in the crowd, unable to showcase their brilliance.

So Ye Ling made up her mind to try to change. She kept trying to sort out her thoughts, wanting to become more outgoing, cheerful, and lively.

She doesn't expect everyone to like her, but she at least hopes that others will remember the name "Ye Ling".

However, no matter how hard she tried, she could never become the person she imagined herself to be.

Instead, she became increasingly unhappy, filled with doubt and confusion. She didn't understand why, despite her hard work, she couldn't change the situation; what went wrong?

While others spend their post-college entrance exam vacation either getting their driver's license, traveling, or even some with foresight having already interned at clinics and become teachers who can do everything, it seems that only I am truly relaxing with nothing to do.